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| Wed, 03-03-2004 - 8:22am |
the sex is mind blowing for both of us.But I want to care for him and be there.I guess my heart got in it too much and I'd like to be his woman.I don't se that happening on his end though.
He did show some emotion last night that surprised me.His sister's fiance called here late 2 nights ago.He was livid when he found out.He said I don't him enough to know what he's about.He was trying to talk to you.It came off as jealousy,which surprised me.
Sometimes when we steal a moment together.Instead of hands all over me.He holds me gently then he'll catch himself.Do you know what I mean by that.
He has been staying with us so we can steal moments.Last week I was sitting in his lap.He told me I can't offer you anything.He's trying to get back on his feet good.I told him I'm not worried about that right now.Mr tough guy can't have a woman unless he can support her properly.He told me I want you to take care of me like you do Leonard/H.Then when I try to he backs away.I think he might have some feelings for me and this scares him.Any input guys?
He's asleep not 10 feet away from me in a sexy tank.I wish I could go over there now.We were just together at 1 AM.
Renee

It does sound like he is scared - I am trying to take my own advice here too and that is I am trying to not try "so hard" to get him to have feelings for me - I think if I back off a little then he comes to me which shows that he's thinking of me...make sense? It's different b/c you are in the same house - it must be nice to have him so close though!
Sometimes its me.. othertimes it him.. You just have to learn to either "deal" with it or not...I hope this helps....it took me a long time to realize this..And believe me.. It's not easy!!! I hope this helps....
hey renee -- welcome to the board!
your OM certainly has a lot of pride doesn't he?!
CL-Gurlfriend50
Co-CL of My Affair Support Board
hey omaha -- i agree with you and i think that's what i said too.
CL-Gurlfriend50
Co-CL of My Affair Support Board
PS: My expeirence has been that even when these men open up its really not to the leve that you expect. I should know this - trust me - I have been living with this man for 8 yrs now.
Edited 3/3/2004 11:57:07 AM ET by julietsfate