Crossed the line
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| Mon, 01-19-2004 - 1:10am |
Last night MM came down to see me at a conference I'm attending for the weekend. I was very adamant over the past month that we would not cross the line - it was fine to play, but there would be no sex. We had talked about it lots, and I had fantasized about often. Our "play time" had been getting more intense lately, and last night we did cross the line. I have to say that I know I should be feeling guilty, but I'm not. It was an amazing evening! I don't want to go into detail (that's for another board) but he was so attentive. I've never had anyone spend so long (almost 4 hours) just experiencing and enjoying being with me. I don't regret it, but the problem is that now I want it more! And finding the time and place for sex is much more difficult than finding a quick 5 minutes to make out at work somewhere. I'm worried that now we are going to take more chances and get caught.
Which brings me to the other problem - I'm at this conference with a coworker and MM & I tried to sneak him into the hotel, but it backfired and we ran right into our coworker. The conference is 2 hours from where we all live, so there was no way to try and explain it away. We didn't address it last night, and when I tried to talk to my coworker this morning he said it was a "non issue" and dismissed it.
Anyone else been caught by a coworker?
| Mon, 01-19-2004 - 1:22am |
