DAY 15
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DAY 15
| Tue, 04-13-2004 - 5:48pm |
Day 15 and I can hardly stand it anymore. No one has seen MM . I don't understand all this! He was so happy when he left here 15 days ago. He said he would be back to take me mushroom hunting and to cut up some wood for me that blew down in a storm. He never ever gave me a clue that he was going to desert me! We talked about how he needed to get finances around and if they were going to file for divorce or legal separation. I just do not understand. He was going to call and talk to his father that lives in florida . I know he doesn't want to hurt me because he told me that alot of times. When we went outside when he was leaving , he said " this is where we could get into trouble." I said oh yeah , like somneone is out here with a camera taking pictures! But he was serious. He is so afraid that she is trying to get anything on him to use against him in the divorce. I really think that is why he has been staying right at home and staying away from me. He told me she just had caller Id put on the cell phone. He is petrified of her being able to keep his girls away from him. I feel for him, but I am scared that he has let to much fear of her threats take over his own rational thinking. I have got to find away to get to talk to him. I have too!

I'll be thinking of you.
(((((trouble)))))
What is it with some of our men? Why can't they just shoot out an email to let us know they aren't trapped under a rock or something? My MM told be in the beginning that he would never just "disappear" on me. It wasn't in him. So, when we have NC, I tend to over-think things, but in my heart know things in his life are busy or that he's out of town. He (I truly do believe) is the kind of man who would at least talk to me before ending our R. It would eat me up to go 15 days with NC and at least not know where he was. I couldn't take it.