Decided NC & its killing me

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Registered: 05-15-2008
Decided NC & its killing me
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Tue, 08-03-2010 - 5:36pm
After a bad controntation about my AP destroying our 1 year annviersary.... i have gone to no contact.
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Registered: 04-06-2010
Tue, 08-03-2010 - 6:07pm

Easy, he want to know how much you really need him.. I begged you not to contact him if you do then you will be doom.. He would think that he have you on his palm of his hands so the ** with that..!!! Be strong and if he really care for you he would call you.

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Registered: 05-15-2008
Tue, 08-03-2010 - 7:54pm
Thanks. Ur probably right, I am trying my hardest to not message AP. Its hard, harder than I thought. We usually have dinner wednesday , his family and my family. I can't decide to go or cancel.. make up an I am not feeling well excuse. I of course wanna see him but if we haven't talked or settled anything I am afraid I will go to tears at the restraurant if ffront of my H and his W.
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Registered: 03-29-2010
Wed, 08-04-2010 - 7:42am
Well, today is Wed., have you decided? I have no good advice lasvegasdiva. It's up to you what to do. Have you thought about ending it for good and putting yourself out of this misery? I hope whatever you decide that you are happy again soon!

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Registered: 03-30-2010
Wed, 08-04-2010 - 9:44am

Hi Las,


Hope you are doing well today! Sending you plenty of stength & hugs your way. I know its hurting you inside, the "not knowing" the "silence". Remain strong on your decision

 


Much peace & Love,


Rayne


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