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| Mon, 03-08-2004 - 11:33am |
I got basically dumped by MM this morning. We have been having a very very very sexually and emotionally intense affair for about six months. We are both in marriages that we will not leave. MM is having problems in his marrige (in counseling, etc.) and told me this morning that he needs to focus all of his attention and time on that right now. Being married myself I totally understand this, but I am still hurt and sad that we have to end things while they are still so fantastic between us. (We were just together two nights ago, and it was one of the best experiences of my life!) I know he still wants me... he told me that point blank. Said he didn't want to hurt me, etc etc. He also said that our love story is like a Shakespearean tragedy, which is not so far from the truth. He said that maybe in a couple of months things will be stable enough for us to resume, but I am not going to hold my breath. We have been talking on the phone several times a day and I am not sure if he's going to want to keep communicating with me like that. I am just really sad and mourning right now. I'm going to miss his support and our time together so much. Anyone else deal with breaking up with your MM when neither of you really want to?

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