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Does anyone else obsess?
| Mon, 04-26-2004 - 2:40pm |
Does anyone else obsess when thier OP doesn't call right back (or calls late in the day?) I have left 2 vm's for MM today (I'm sure he's busy...) but, my mind starts to wonder and I keep waiting for my cell-phone to ring. I need words of encouragement! I start thinking his W found out, he wants to end it etc. Things have been fine - we talked for a long time yesterday..we typically talk everyday - I just hate it when he doesn't call right back!

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I guess I should consider myself lucky for my OM to tell me these things but I can't help to worry.
My M is becoming unbearable and just last night I had a dream about OM which makes me love him more. You know you are so right I should ask him how he feels about me and I should express my feelings to him as well. I'm just afraid to. But I bet he feels exactly as you stated on your reply to me. BTW- your reply put tears in my eyes. Thanks for those wonderful words of yours. You're great!!! And don't ever forget that. I'm so glad I found this board. It's helped me tons to deal with all these emotions. I could not be doing this alone.
Vles, please hang in there honey. We're all with you and I'm sure he'll come around one day, like I said he's probably afraid or doesn't know how to express his feelings. I'm sure he has feelings for you or else he wouldn't bother to contact you and spend time with you.
Much love your way.
Yes, I do obsess - but not just about whether he will call, it's about *everything*! Well, I used to obsess...now it's more that a part of my brain has given over to remembering, thinking, wondering about him. Constantly. I think I've become accustomed to having him in my head all the time, sometimes in the background, sometimes right up front (and it isn't always easy).
Trust he's thinking of you, too. Try to relax, and enjoy the anticipation!
Meow
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