Thanks Jane sure could use the support right now I am getting myself worked up into a right state probably because I am so angry at him.
He is like this all the time so I am used to it now and he knows that he should contact me even if it's just to let me know he's ok. You are right I am allowing this so he thinks I will tolerate anything. Time to harden up I think. I won't be sending him anymore messages let him sweat and see how he likes it lol
to answer your question yes I am fed up not of him but this whole situation. I know that this A is so not me and he knows it as well. I don't think he wants to lose me and I do believe he loves me but this can't go on. I am a SW I can find a SM if I want to but the trouble is I love AP.
Maybe this weekend will give me some time to reflect on what I am willing to tolerate with AP. Over the last few weeks I have done a lot of this and a lot of soul searching about this A. He knows the only reason I am still in it is because I love him. but sometimes you have to sacrifice that for your own peace of mind and happiness.
I am not happy in this A but I am happy with AP and unless things change soon I think I will be walking away from him as hard as it will be. I just can't put myself through anymore emotional stress.
I agree that he probably thinks it's no big deal to not contact you, especially if you've tolerated this kind of behavior for awhile and always forgiven him.
So wait, you were supposed to meet up and he never showed?
Thanks Jane sure could use the support right now I am getting myself worked up into a right state probably because I am so angry at him.
He is like this all the time so I am used to it now and he knows that he should contact me even if it's just to let me know he's ok. You are right I am allowing this so he thinks I will tolerate anything. Time to harden up I think. I won't be sending him anymore messages let him sweat and see how he likes it lol
to answer your question yes I am fed up not of him but this whole situation. I know that this A is so not me and he knows it as well. I don't think he wants to lose me and I do believe he loves me but this can't go on. I am a SW I can find a SM if I want to but the trouble is I love AP.
Maybe this weekend will give me some time to reflect on what I am willing to tolerate with AP. Over the last few weeks I have done a lot of this and a lot of soul searching about this A. He knows the only reason I am still in it is because I love him. but sometimes you have to sacrifice that for your own peace of mind and happiness.
I am not happy in this A but I am happy with AP and unless things change soon I think I will be walking away from him as hard as it will be. I just can't put myself through anymore emotional stress.
ali x
Many ((((hugs)))) ali!
I agree that he probably thinks it's no big deal to not contact you, especially if you've tolerated this kind of behavior for awhile and always forgiven him.
anotherseyes
Thanks another,