Ending and it is so hard
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Ending and it is so hard
| Thu, 08-05-2010 - 10:53am |
Hi All,
I've been posting on EAS lately but i felt like coming back here for a bit..
I ended my A of 2 years. I went NC last month and now i am in LC because xAP is back to work. This has turned out to be very very difficult. He is saying things like i have shattered his whole life by doing this, that he is willing to get a D for us to be together..i really don't know what to do. While i don't want to resume the A, i really don't like hurting him. I care deeply for him. Any suggestions...help...
This is really, really sad..

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Thanks - i hope he has stopped, too. Today he is totally ignoring me and i am fine with it. Yeah it hurts me but it's better this way.
I need a reminder..why is ending this A and causing pain to myself and xAP
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