Ending it...this is awful
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| Wed, 09-03-2008 - 10:15am |
Last night I was watching a show about love and sacrifices people make for one another. It got me thinking about my AP and our relationship. I do love him, I know that. But I can't stand the thought of being found out. So many circumstances surround us getting caught and the worst part is, we already had a D-day and yet, we still continued our A, knowing full well how much this would hurt others if they found out. I decided that I am holding AP back from his life. He is single now and wants a life with me, but I am not there yet. I am still with H and have not decided whether or not our M will make it. But I can't keep this A, knowing how much pain it will cause H to find out. SO I have to end it. It sucks, I am sick to my stomach right now. I wanted to share the email I sent to AP a few minutes ago and see what you all think....

Platinum,
I am so sorry for the pain you are feeling.
Platinum -
Beautifully written
this must of been so difficult for you, you expressed yourself well. your a fine example of 'if you love someone set them free'. My heart goes out to you, your so brave
SS
"be yourself, disguise not, for your a truly unique beautiful being"
"be yourself, disguise not, for your a truly unique beautiful being"
I feel your pain and the pain of your AP.
I live in fear of this message from my AP.
Your a strong strong woman.
A little hijack?
thanks.
Bro, do you have a back-up plan if you receive a similar letter from her?