Ending it...this is awful

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-17-2008
Ending it...this is awful
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Wed, 09-03-2008 - 10:15am

Last night I was watching a show about love and sacrifices people make for one another. It got me thinking about my AP and our relationship. I do love him, I know that. But I can't stand the thought of being found out. So many circumstances surround us getting caught and the worst part is, we already had a D-day and yet, we still continued our A, knowing full well how much this would hurt others if they found out. I decided that I am holding AP back from his life. He is single now and wants a life with me, but I am not there yet. I am still with H and have not decided whether or not our M will make it. But I can't keep this A, knowing how much pain it will cause H to find out. SO I have to end it. It sucks, I am sick to my stomach right now. I wanted to share the email I sent to AP a few minutes ago and see what you all think....


iVillage Member
Registered: 08-26-2008
Wed, 09-03-2008 - 12:22pm

Platinum,


I am so sorry for the pain you are feeling.

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-28-2007
Wed, 09-03-2008 - 2:19pm

Platinum -


Beautifully written

lightning in my heart

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-27-2008
Wed, 09-03-2008 - 2:24pm

this must of been so difficult for you, you expressed yourself well. your a fine example of 'if you love someone set them free'. My heart goes out to you, your so brave


SS

"be yourself, disguise not, for your a truly unique beautiful being"


"be yourself, disguise not, for your a truly unique beautiful being"


iVillage Member
Registered: 07-04-2008
Thu, 09-04-2008 - 8:00am


I feel your pain and the pain of your AP.


I live in fear of this message from my AP.

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-22-2006
Thu, 09-04-2008 - 8:17am

Your a strong strong woman.

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iVillage Member
Registered: 02-23-2008
Fri, 09-05-2008 - 1:49pm

A little hijack?

thanks.

Bro, do you have a back-up plan if you receive a similar letter from her?