Feeling like an idiot today. Help!

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Registered: 11-16-2009
Feeling like an idiot today. Help!
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Fri, 01-29-2010 - 12:54pm
I sent my SM an Im today telling him I'd be there soon (we live in different states), after telling myself I would NOT contact him again since our last conversation which did not go well. I dont know what I want, I found out what he wanted but now not sure he even wants me after our conversation and now to beat it all, his Facebook changed from single to "it's complicated" which leads me to believe he is seeing someone. He hardly ever answers my ms or emails and feels I over think things. I dont know what to do. I hate the feeling of not knowing where I stand and hate the thought of even going down that road to ask him anything. We really aren't involved but thought we were FWB. Now I don't know what we are. I cannot decide whether to even go see him when he is working like I usually do for fun when I am down there because I don't know how he feels and don't want to feel rejected. I hate the not knowing, the wondering and hate how I feel like I gave in. I really have no idea what the hell I am supposed to do now. Since he hardly ever writes back I cannot tell if he wants to see me or not and I sure as hell dont want to look like I am going begging either! I know I should just sit tight but that is so much easier said than done. I hate this.
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-10-2008
Fri, 01-29-2010 - 11:50pm
IMAO: go see him. But remember FWB is NOT a "love" affair although emotions are involved. The wording of your missive is reminiscence of a lover. Not a FWB.
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