feeling kinda low
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| Sun, 10-19-2008 - 2:04pm |
saw ap last week monday for lunch, tuesday we ate out..then went back to my place he was there until midnight, wednesday no AP, thursday for lunch-he gave me the biggest bottle of Belvedere Vodka that's sold (love my Vodka..he's given this to me before), friday no AP was mad at his azz because of thursday's discussion at lunch and how he treats me like a kid sometimes..he even calls me "KID" at times like i'm his daughter, saturday-didn't know AP was coming over but again my son knew...he came to see my son off to his homecoming formal and to give him money for afterwards to buy my son's date dinner or whatever they were gonna do...it was a surprise for me i guess..they like to play tricks on me..(no AP is not son's father..)
After we dropped my son off, I was in a funky mood..things have been welling up inside me for a while..what I mean is, I have a great AP, he loves me dearly and I love him dearly..but..I have questions that I'm afraid to ask him because I'm very scared that they will turn into an argument or somehow make him leave me...although I know you can't control what someone does, they are gonna leave if they want to leave.

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okay i understand what you are saying..
but, nah just not worried about it after the initial low..and that lasted only a day....i'm confident that he loves me..if not anything that's the best feeling...regardless of the outcome...i am happy and appreciate that he spends time with my son...that's the best thing
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
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