Feeling low

iVillage Member
Registered: 03-22-2014
Feeling low
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Thu, 04-24-2014 - 9:57am

This is so much harder than I ever could have imagined. I am crazy about my AP and in 2 weeks he is going away for 6 weeks, the thought of not seeing him for so long makes me feel sick. I don't know how I got into this mess and I don't know how it will turn out. The emotional rollercoaster is exhausting :-(

iVillage Member
Registered: 03-28-2014
In reply to: masa2014
Thu, 04-24-2014 - 1:08pm

where is he going for 6 weeks ?

iVillage Member
Registered: 03-22-2014
In reply to: masa2014
Thu, 04-24-2014 - 1:26pm

Home, he's not from here. Hasn't been home since he came here 5 1/2 years ago and has been working insane hours and saving for months. I keep telling him I'm so excited/happy for him which I am of course. Just going to miss him.

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-14-2014
In reply to: masa2014
Fri, 04-25-2014 - 7:23am

As long as your A continues you will feel exhausted. Mine ended after 5 years, I miss him and the friendship we had, but I can truly say I finally feel peace and I only hold the fond memories. I am happy to be free of the drama and emotional highs and lows. 

Be strong he will be back before you know it.

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-09-2014
In reply to: masa2014
Fri, 05-09-2014 - 2:00pm
Keep very busy!!! Do all the things that you enjoy and take this as time that you needed to gain some clarity and get some peace of mind. Affairs are draining and emotionally they take a toll on every aspect of your life. If you feel you were neglecting certain things while he was here try to refocus on them and hopefully that will take the edge off a bit. Not only is it a rollercoaster they are addicting in every sense of the word.