Feeling rather annoyed today
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|Mon, 09-17-2012 - 9:33pm|
Nothing has gone right today. I went away for the weekend with a couple of friends and had a lot of time to think. I came back and suddenly felt very antsy. I even snapped at Cowboy when he came over to take me out to lunch and work with one of the horses. I don't snap at people.
I also treaded into a conversation that I should have kept out of since I was feeling ultra bitchy. I flat out asked him why he'd want to choose the difficult route and wait until he got caught if he was so miserable with her, especially since he seems like he's TRYING to get caught (his neighbor had just left the restaurant we went to moments before we pulled in). I didn't get an answer but the expression made me stop talking. I instantly went into protective mode. It made me feel even more helpless and confused today, brought up even more questions and made me realize just how hard this is going to be. Yep, you told me so. I'm pretty sure he has no clue how he left me today. He thinks I'm just tired from the weekend. I'm supposed to see him on Friday. Do I let this go and quit thinking about what happens next month or 6 months from now? Or do I find out what his intentions are? If they're just to have fun, I'm okay with that but I don't want the talk about the future anymore.