Feelings

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Registered: 03-22-2014
Feelings
Tue, 04-08-2014 - 5:09am

So after having an emotional affair for several months, trying to end it and failing... we spent all day in bed together last Wednesday. It was our first time together and it was amazing, perfect, we just go so well together. I was so happy, ecstatic, for the first few days but now I've started to wonder what the hell I have done. I know I should start N/C again but I don't know how to find the strength. He is everything my husband is not and I wish we could go back in time and be together when we knew each other before I was married. I wish it with all my heart