First argument with AP!
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|Thu, 10-18-2012 - 5:13pm|
AP and I went away together for a couple of days this week and we had our first disagreement! Not about our relationship, but about education of all things...I can get quite passionate (read opinionated and possibly overbearing) about things and I thought I may have overstepped the mark a couple of times during our discussion, so I apologised afterwards and the sweet man said it was OK as he wasn't attracted to boring women.
We talked about our past and his devastation when I told him I was pregnant by another man (long story I won't go into here)...I said I didn't think I was a very good parent as I wasn't maternal and had never planned on having children.... and he said I would have been if I had been with him. I told him my feelings for him had never gone away during our years apart, he said he had mentioned me to friends over the years as the 'one who got away' and he he ended by saying the problem is we are now married to other people, so now I'm feeling sad and full of regret for what could have been. And to make matters worse I can't talk to him about how I'm feeling as he and his W have gone to visit their daughter and meet her new BF (she got divorced this year after only three years of marriage) for a few days.
Not really looking for advice, just needed to tell someone how I'm feeling...why is life so complicated!