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| Mon, 12-08-2008 - 12:36am |
Hello everyone. I will start by saying I am 33, a mother of 3 and have been married for 16 years. I have not been in love with my husband for a long time but I do love him( if that makes sense) I have been trying to grow a set of balls for a long time and leave. I have been in a A for about a year now with someone my family knows and is close to. He is also M. It started as more of an emotional A and has since turned into something more physical. I am 100% in love with him and as much as I know he cares about me he has never said the L word. He has never promised me anything or given me false hope. But he is as hot and cold as a faucet. I have never been so confused in my life yet I live for the daily calls, late night texts and the few mins that we do get to see each other here and there. He has shown me what it feels like to feel again. I am probably setting myself up for heartbreak here. He has said that if it was just me and him and the spouses to worry about we would already be together. But since we have such a complicated situation...Kids, family intertwined etc. he just is confused. Sorry this is such a long post and I don't know all the abb. yet. I just wanted to tell how I feel and maybe get some support in this. I know what I am doing is wrong but at this point I don't want it to end. I find myself thinking about him all day, getting very upset if we can't talk and it seems to be taking over my life. I just someplace I can vent and talk about this.

hi bumbles!
i am new here too, i just found the site yesterday. i should prob send an introducing post myself but it would take time to write so for now, ive put it off.