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| Mon, 03-15-2004 - 8:27am |
In just a couple of hours MM will be arriving for a few hours of fun. This will be our first time having IC. The butterflies in my stomach are going crazy. I'm so excited about this yet I'm really really nervous. It's been years since I've been with anyone other than H so I worry about how good I'll be. I've got a little extra padding here and there and I know his W is very slim so I worry about what he'll think when he sees me totally nekkid. And to top it off I have very sensitive skin and used a new shaving gel when trim down there and now have a bit of razor burn which is unattractive.
We've been friends for a long time and socialize together regularily so I just worry that if things don't go well it will screw that up.
So wish me luck!
I'm off to shower and get ready for MM.
jw

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The first time is very nerve wracking and exciting at the same time. It sounds like he was just so nervous about being caught that it was difficult for him to really enjoy you and the sex. My MM still gets nervous at any sound inside my house, even though it's been like 4 or 5 times. So don't worry, give him another chance because it sounds like you really care about him and hopefully he feels the same about you. Take care.
ibc
The first time me and my MM did something. I "pleasured" him. He too was satisfied very quickly, but that didn't bother me cause I enjoyed doing it.
Well, anyway, after we had finished. He left. Right after! He got up, leaned on the dresser & then left. He had this look. I remember telling him, "It's OK.", "Don't feel bad." I thought for sure he regretted it. What else was I too think, but that.
We don't live in the same city, but once he was home. We were on the PC and he im'ed me as usual. He wrote a big THANK YOU. I laughed and was relieved to know everything was OK.
That was almost 4 years ago and we are still with each other.
That goes to show one never knows. I thought for sure he had regretted it, but, he didn't, :)!
luv
Next time, just slow things down, relax and enjoy yourselves. As you spend more time together and get to know each other intimately, I'm sure it will all work out.
Dusty
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