The FIRST time with your AP
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The FIRST time with your AP
| Mon, 06-08-2009 - 9:44am |
What was the first time like with your AP; were you both nervous and in a hurry, was it the best out of all of the times you’ve been together, how/where did it take place? Did it change your relationship any?

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Hi Life
I think that he will recommit (sp?) to his marriage. Last week we had a heart to heart and he made the comment, "what if i screwed my marriage up beyond repair and I am wasting the time I could be spending with you?" That said to me: "I need to give it another whole hearted 'go' this week while on vacation."
I really have no illusions about much in life, As being one of those things I don't have any illusions about. He was hers first, and if they can repair the weak spots in their marriage...maybe that's why I was thrust into their lives, and I have served my purpose.
I don't want to lose him, however I DO want him to make the decisions that are going to make him happiest in life.
He will be back on Monday, we shall see if there is any contact between he and I and what kind of contact there is, (ie what he has to say).
I sent you an email –
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Edited 6/20/2009 12:58 am ET by the_other_me
the first time was deep, meaningful and passionate. All our pent up emotions where physically expressed that first time, and in time its got better and better. We both had a tear in our eyes as we both felt that it was the start of never going back. And neither of us to date have looked back since.
SS
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"be yourself, disguise not, for your a truly unique beautiful being"
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