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| Fri, 01-23-2004 - 7:21pm |
Hi FREE and anyone else reading this. Hope your week has gone well.
I just wanted to update you - MM didn't come running, didn't answer my questions and I guess it just doesn't mean much if one week is anything to go by. I can now say I am formally heartbroken again just as I was the day he told me W was pregnant and our relationship was ended. I just feel even more the monkey's ass for letting myself believe that I was that special to him rather than him needing to get laid and his W won't oblige. Maybe my name needs to be confusedandheartbroken.
Anyway - don't really know what else to say or why I felt compelled to even post since I have nothing positive to say.
I am going to go take some really good meds and knock myself out for a while. Hope you all have a pleasant weekend.
Confused

Easy on those meds? I thank you for sharing your post, even if you did not have anything positive to say. This kind of experience is important to share for those who may be contemplating similar relationships. Even though this is a support board, some of the posts seem to glorify the A's. I know it is a roller coaster ride and everyone has their ups and down. Even though I have not had such a R, I am still trying to figure out how the ups can be worth those downs.
You take care of yourself, ya hear. You try to have a good weekend too.
Pen
Sorry to here that your heartbroken again, I hope in time you will see it as a time of new beginnings, new opertunities.
A week is not really very long,he has/had to make up his mind one way or the other, as gurl would say sh*t or get off the pot.
The need to talk is normal and this board seems to be the only place that you have right now so way not post.
we all want/need to believe we are special to someone that does not make us monkeys asses it makes us human.
Hurt you are Confused not so much anymore I think.
my week same a usual, running around in circles patting customers on the head.
Get some sleep, use meds carefully please.
Be well
FREE