Full of faith

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Registered: 04-25-2004
Full of faith
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Thu, 11-27-2008 - 2:40am

Had to share some good news, on the eve of what may be a difficult day for many like all of us.

He called tonight as he was coming home from his friend's house. This is a relatively new friendship, less than 6 months. This friend has asked my AP if his W wanted to join them on double dates and my AP has always said no, as AP and I have discussed that this might be pointless given his plans to seek a D next year. But you know how it is, actions not words. He told his friend about us tonight. His friend did not judge, said that AP should bring me along next time they go out. This is the first of his friends to know about our R. I am so happy for him, because now he has someone to talk to, other than me, when the stress gets to be too much. I am so touched, because telling his friend was difficult and it represents to me a huge step of good faith toward our goal.

I know the odds are and have been against us. There have been moments when I was not sure we would make it. And I know that we have a long and challenging road ahead of us. I know that, in the end, we might not make it. But tonight, my heart overflows with love for this man, and I just wanted to share it with someone else.

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Registered: 01-01-2008
In reply to: openmyeyes
Thu, 11-27-2008 - 9:09am

Hi Open,


That sounds really really positive.

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Registered: 11-13-2008
In reply to: openmyeyes
Thu, 11-27-2008 - 12:54pm

" He wants someone in the real world to know about your relationship. That makes the relationship more REAL. " Ohhhhhh how bad i want this.i want to tell one and all,at the same time i want my AP to tell his friends and family. This is such a huge turn -on ( i know, iknow! but just imagining that his friends know about AP and me turns me on).

on the nights he is not with me, i ache for him like hell.How do you manage the urges,hey! Since i am S ,no kids, live alone, i scream out my late nights with 'toys' but its him i want.He says the same , that he wants to give it to me all the time.Its sooo hard.

How do you feel when you know that his friend now knows about you.have you met him? how would you feel when your AP introduces you to his friend and you actually all sit together?

the missing part is the hardest.i miss him the moment he leaves in the morning ( we work together as well)..He is going on holiday with W/kids for a while and i hate that......

sorry for rambling.you've got a daring guy with you which is a turn -on in itself.