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| Wed, 08-27-2003 - 3:20pm |
Today MM asked me what was wrong I told him I could not handle it. I said I always do what makes Sandy happy and I have always said as long as im happy I will be here with you. I said Sandy is not happy. He said what do I have to do to make Sandy happy...I asked are you sure you want to know he said yes...I want to make you happy. I said work things out with your W and leave the crap alone that means do not ever call me again or..and (I could not get this out)...leave W for good. I told him you have no idea what I am going through you tell me one thing she tells me another..I said just figure it out and get back with me if you want. He said OK is that what its going to take...I said yes...I said I used to see you everyday and now its like I dont know when I am going to see you (I mean I know we see each other at least once a week). I said I cant have this. I cant sit around wait on you...I said part of me once to tell you to f- off and the other part once to wait and see what happens (becuase he is waiting for a few checks to come in - he has no where to go) he said please wait to see what happens...I said easy for you to say you want the cake and eat it too...I said sometimes you just cant.
He had to go and he said Sandy I love you...I just hung up.
IT HURTS...I had to vent if any of you guys have any advise please let me know...im confused and sad...so unlike me.
Thx - Sandy

be firm. hang in there,
gurl
He said Sandy where do you want me to go right now...he was I have no where to go into income starts coming in...
So see part of me wants to hang on...maybe a few months...unless he decides other wise. I dont know what to do. I mean I know things to happen over night.
Hugs - Sandy
Hugs,
PR