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Getting Antsy
| Thu, 01-08-2004 - 12:48pm |
Well, I just don't know what to think at this point. Haven't heard from MM at all this week yet, I expected he would back at his job.
After we went thru 8-1/2 weeks NC (his choice) this fall, now I am always worried when I don't hear from him, that he's changed his mind again about seeing me.
I'm not fooling myself about love or anything, but I do have fond feelings for him and would really miss him if that's the case.
Also, if he does this to me again (NC for a long time), should I take him back? I'm giving him til beginning of next week to contact me, but if I don't hear from him til after then, then what?? Any suggestions?? Could use some advice!! Thanks.
Dusty

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Dusty
Keep on being strong.
dayz
Please don't call MM, for your own sake. Also, get the book "Don't Call That Man" by Rhonda Findling. Gives excellent tips on getting strength to NOT call, as well as reasons, etc. You'll be back to square one.
MMs have a way of filling our voids and then in our minds (not reality) they are the greatest when in fact they're not. It's time for the blindfolds to come off and to see things for what it truly is. It hurts like hell but you come out stronger on the other side. Look into yourself and see what is best for YOU, not your H or MM, but you and start putting yourself first. All too often we are caretakers of everyone else and we neglect ourselves and so when MM comes along we think this feels so good, that's why some men only prey on MWs in the first place. I read that book in the bookstore, couldn't very well bring it home since I'm MW too and it would've given me away.
Hang in there sweets.
Luvin
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