Good Morning Sunshines.....
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Good Morning Sunshines.....
| Fri, 12-05-2003 - 11:08am |
I hope that you all are having a glorious day:) I'm just waiting on the time to pass. The H and I are heading out this afternoon to see Dream/Angle and her H. I was supposed to see MM but I have to blow him off. He's not going to be happy but he'll get over it. However,we have plans for our little hotel and naps on Monday. So I;ll make it up to him:):) NMR

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and i really have an improved relationship with BF - since he became a little suspicious of MM earlier this year, BF has come to the conclusion he better try harder with me or he could be alone again. so over the course of this year, some of our issues have been resolved and our home life is much, much better. MM, on the other hand, is feeling less and less wanted by his W and he's become much more interested in discussing our future. a future i don't feel we will have. i just won't play into his discussions. the "what if" scenario is just not something i want to think about.
keep yourself busy and distract your MM thoughts by doing things for yourself - reading a great book, seeing a chick flick, getting a manicure, whatever! and do stuff with the kids and H. that's what i do. it works.
good luck,
gurl
as for your brain (oh, all those uncontrollable thoughts whirling around and around!!), whatever happened with the "leak" situation, MM needs to stop placing blame. it's an excuse anyway because he doesn't want to deal with his trust issues. whatever, freakin' ever! tell him (when you talk to him, that is!) to stop it and just be honest with you about how he's feeling about you and the R.
sorry you're having that surgery -- and the week before christmas, yikes!! just take care of yourself and get your health back. a sexual vacation will just make you hornier when you do see your MM.
and get outta your head! he'll be back to you soon.
take care honey,
gurl
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