good weekend, sad week
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good weekend, sad week
| Tue, 12-23-2003 - 8:36pm |
Me and MM had a wonderful weekend last, his W and kids were oot. Now they're back, and it depresses me. Not that I don't see him at all, I see him quite often, in the parking lot with all the neighbors around. And he still takes the time when no one else is looking to say the nice things. But it's killing me to hear some of the neighbors talking about seeing him and his W out shopping, and knowing that I get nothing out of that. Anyways, just having a down moment. We did talk and think we agreed that after this weekend, the occasions we've been together before are just not enough, not after 2 overnights, and one very very late night. I suggested him coming by in the mornings, before work, he leaves early every day, and I don't. He just says he doesn't think that's enough time together, but I feel any time is better than no time at all. So we'll see in the next few days. His W has her older daughter here in town, not their kid, so I think after xmas actually comes, she'll be busy and away from the house quite a bit for the rest of the break. I'm just scared, cuz I realized after this weekend, I am really starting to fall, and before that, had convinced myself it was just a physical thing, and not so sure now. Anyways, hope you all have a merry christmas/happy holiday!! Thanks again for listening.

cl-liberalgirl
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