guess it's not over!!

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Registered: 05-16-2003
guess it's not over!!
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Wed, 05-26-2004 - 10:44pm
Well just a little update. MM and I got together tonight. He finally called.. I thought he wanted to end it since he didn't call last week since he hit that deer. Thought he was feeling guilty cuz he was with me when it happened. If he didn't call tonight, then I was gonna end it this week. Because it's to emotionally draining my brain!! I'm obsessed with my cell phone. I can't think about anything else but him and us. I can't concentrate on my marriage, but I can't live without that "high" I get when he calls and we get together. Even if I don't have an orgasm that night, it's just the fact that I felt that high and i know he was thinking of me. we're getting together tomorrow night too. can't wait!!!!!!

Thanks for reading have a good night.. Chris

Gina
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Registered: 08-29-2003
Thu, 05-27-2004 - 1:21am
Well, i just wanted to say that i am very happy for you and that you got to talk to MM today and see him. I also got to spend some time with my MM and it was great. I dont know why we always seem to overanalyze everything. I am so bad at that when it comes to my A. I found out today that the reason i havent heard anything from MM was not b/c it was over in his eyes but that he needed some time alway from everybody b/c MM was dealing with too much so he needed his cooling point. I am on cloud nine which i am sure you are as well. Doesnt it feel good to have this "high" we get after seeing or talking to our MM's. I am so happy and i cant wait to see MM again next week!!
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Registered: 03-30-2003
Thu, 05-27-2004 - 7:26am
Chris

Great news for you! I hope you enjoy your night! Peach same to you! We are all peas in a a pod. I too was obsessing about my cell/emails for the last 2 days! We do overanalyze!! We do obsess and this roller coaster certainly has its dips! Although I won't be seeing MM all that soon we did have a very good and normal email exchange last night so I feel 100 times better! I wish us all some enjoyable and peaceful times ahead!

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Registered: 05-19-2004
Thu, 05-27-2004 - 9:45am
Hey Guys..... Hope that you all are having a good time! This 4th pea has fallen out of the pod for the week! :(

My MM's in-laws are in town and it's been NC for the week. His brother-in-law is coming to work with him for the week!!!! GAG! Total NC, phone, email, text msgs.... Last week no physical contact because he was so busy at work getting deadlines met with housing contracts. GRRRRRR. (Remember he has to drive through my neighborhood too because he's the developer. So I get to see him in the truck everyday...)

;) my batteries, my batteries....jen

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Registered: 05-16-2003
Thu, 05-27-2004 - 9:47am
Thanks georgiapeach and briatan for responding..

I wonder if the guys overanalyze things and obsess like we do??? Sometimes I wonder if my mm does. Like when he calls, and if I havn't called back within 20 min. he'll call again. sometimes i just don't get the message right away or I can't call, cuz my family is around.. One time while we were having sex, he asked if I thought of him as much as he thought of me.. I said I probably think about you MORE..LOL

anyway, he just didn't seem right last night.. After sex, I told him last time I grabbed his wife's sweatshirt on accident, I thought it was mine, I have one like it. He seemed Pissed about it.. he goes yeah you might wanna bring that back.. I said sorry I thought it was mine.. He goes sh*t happens.. I'm like what an attidude.. I don't know something in his voice.. It was an honest mistake.. We were in HER vechicle for christ sakes..LOL

anyway, thanks for listening to me blab on and on and on..LOL

Chris can't wait to see her MM tonight!!!!!!!!

Gina
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Registered: 05-16-2003
Thu, 05-27-2004 - 9:50am
LMAO!!!!!!!!!!! Batteries.. My toy broke I have to buy another one:(!!

Anyway, sorry Jen for the NC, but remember good things come to those who wait!!!!!!

Hope you get good glances at him in his truck..lol

Chris

Gina
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Registered: 05-19-2004
Thu, 05-27-2004 - 10:28am
Chris,

We do analize things WAY TOO MUCH. We call, they don't, they do, we can't get to the phone..... we worry. That's the roller coaster of the EMA's. Try not to worry and get upset. He probably isn't worried today, so do don't waist your energy. Easy to say!

You know that by tonight things will be fine. You know he's not thinking twice about you getting her sweatshirt. So don't worry... You'll give it back tonight, and have a good time!

;) jen