Guilt creeping in...
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Guilt creeping in...
| Wed, 09-03-2003 - 9:33am |
I don't know...maybe it's because I sent my kids off for their first day of school this morning (pictures, hugs, and making family memories), or because I haven't seen MM for a while (we've also had limited email and phone contact - he's been busy), but I am feeling extremely guilty and confused about this A. I didn't feel any guilt at all until now, and it's suddenly creeping in on me. Anyone else ever feel this way? Did you continue your A or end it? Right now, I don't think I can continue. Wow, I didn't expect this.

PR
anyway, hang in there. the distance you're feeling from your MM will eventually go away and the R will resume.
if it does not, then you will let go of the EMA! you'll have answers soon enough.
take care,
gurl
Wow! its so funny how we all go through this guilt trip.. I also had the same thing happen to me well my kids also went back to school and i was thinking the same thing that how can i be with him knowing that my kids are in school... and that maybe i should be home getting lunch ready for them so when they get home...=( Well my i see my MM maybe like 3 days out of the week and we do like breakfast or lunch and of course in those 3 days we use like a day or 2 to like physically be with eachother(Its sooo great) that i just wished that it would not be sooo bad what we are doing together thats when i get this guilt trip but its soooo true what they say that when you get those phone calls saying "I missed you and "Im thinking about you)uffffff that just like melts all your guilt thoughts that you had...Doesn't it???????
i seriously wish that i can like really just block him off and go on with my life and not think about him as much but my gosh now everything i do reminds me of my MM what is there to do??????????
Best luck on getting that guilt trip away i honestly think that we are kinna like stuck with this guilt for a while.
Maru's Baby....
felt guilt until it just
hit me. Nothing out of the
ordinary happened, it just
hit me. And now, I can't
say I feel guilt. I guess
for me it comes and goes
in little waves. So far
I've only had a little
wave of guilt... It's gone
quick. I hope you're okay
and that you can deal with
all this. It's hard, but I
know you can do it:) ~passion
Every day I was in hospital I cried whenever DH left to go to work or home... I wanted him to be right there with me... but work called and our son needed his Daddy.
Once home and back in contact with MM... all those feelings went out the door... I still felt a strong emotional connection of wanting DH... but I knew that I still wanted MM.
As gurl said... when you start contact again... it will either be there or it won't... and you'll know what you need to do.
luv and hugs
Sweet
Sweet
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