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| Sun, 08-23-2009 - 2:42pm |
Well I saw my AP Friday night. We didn't have much time cause he had to get his daughter...but every time we see each other we make the best of out time. In my previous post I I accidentally put I am MM....I am MW...LOL. Anyway, Friday night was the first time we saw each other since we had our little fight and had NC for a week. I realized how much I missed him. He is wonderful. Everytime we see each other our time gets better and better. I leave thinking...I don't want to leave and how can we get any better then that. I love getting his texts that say I miss u. I leave thinking I don't want to leave. But I have to. uggg....how can I suppress these feelings of emptiness while we are apart until the next time I see him?

I don't know how to tell you to supress that emptiness. I go through the same thing. Sometimes what works for me is I say to myself that God willing I will see him again. Even though he leaves I know we'll meet again.
I also try reading or doing one of my hobbies to keep my mind occupied, even though