this is harder than expected...
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| Tue, 04-20-2004 - 4:33pm |
My A started off as being an emotional one and I knew that wouldn't last due to the attraction we both had for eachother. About two months ago we took this to the next level and I am still gloating! I am a client of his and we meet twice a week and take advantage of the time we have (my name stands for Monday, Wednesday girl).
This is so much harder than I thought it would be though. I think of OM all the time and just want to spend all my time with him, however we have never gotten together outside of our appointments. I think it's too early to tell where this will go and we have not talked about it. I would like to get things out in the open but don't want to scare him away, but obviously this is something we will need to talk about eventually.
H is amazing but after years of marriage he does not listen to me when I talk about what I need-- so I have decided to be selfish and get what I need!
Thanks for letting me get this off my chest. I think this board will help me keep my sanity!

One of two things is GOING to happen, your husband will find out and you will leave him for the OM - OR - your husband will find out and you will work it out with him. There is no inbetween, just be prepared for either end of the scales.