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Hate going to work
| Mon, 04-27-2009 - 6:09am |
Had a good weekend, despite having MM on my mind....now I just hate having to go to work today and actually see him. Part of me wants to choke him and part of me wants to hug and kiss him. Oh, well, 2 weeks going on 3 NC for me.

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I am in the same boat, pretty much. It's "over" between us and don't want it to be but then I am glad it is over.
What is your story?
The EAS has some good tips on how to handle an xAP at the work place.I am sorry you are going thr this.
(( hugs ))
Hey Gabby.
Wow, that is quite the story, I am so sorry you've gone through so much, and you have to go to work every day and face him/it.....I don't think I could do it.
My situation is nothing like yours. Nothing even remotely close. This little "fling" started with a lot of flirting about 7-8 months ago, then we began being intimate February - we've never said I love you, we've never even gone all the way, we have shared our feelings and we've both stated we are not happy at home and that we would never leave our spouses mostly due to the fact we love our kids.
Now, I'm at the point of where I'm pretty well "over it" -- he was back and forth with me so much, saying how if we continue it will only get worse, we did that about 4-5 times, I then sent him an email saying I agreed and it is best we stay friends, I then went to see him in his office we talked about it, he said he agreed - then about 10 minutes after that he called me at my desk asked me to bring him something, I was sitting at one of his chairs and he was just getting off the phone wtih his W, and before I even could realize it - he was kissing me and doing "stuff" to me, he said no matter how many times he calls me or how many times I email him "this just won't go away"
MM would always tell me that every time he went back to his W he knew it was a mistake and was just as miserable as before because he knew he was still in love with me and couldn't get me out of his. He said he just knew in his heart that somehow, someway, we were going to be together, forever....yeah, well, he was always the one turning his back on me and walking away and it sounds like your AP is a lot like MM....knows what he wants, but doesn't have the balls to follow through. Again, turn and walk away and don't look back.
I dont' think I have to worry about that - it has been since the 3rd of April that we've been "close".....(yes he was out all last week and this week and yes he was flirting with me a bit a week after he ended it) but it's over and I know it should be and it is definitely for the best but for some reason today I am a bit sad and am missing him.
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