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Having a Hard Day
| Fri, 05-01-2009 - 12:08pm |
He is back to work today and I’m just having a hard time; seeing him, being over in his office for a moment didn’t help; I’m keeping to myself best I can, saw him a bit ago in the hallway and said hi to one of the other guys that work here, I was all upbeat and “giddy” asked him about his weekend plans, we discussed our workouts and MM was in the hallway standing in the doorway of a guys office and I know he heard our conversation, I pretended he wasn’t even there……didn’t even look at him and he walked away once he was done taking care of what he needed to; I miss him/us the fun we use to have and we never even went all the way, but still, I miss our talks, laughter, flirting and all the other stuff we did on an imitate level.

i wish your name was true.
i'm sorry it hurts so badly.
Mrs.
lol, I wish my name was always true too.
I'm filled with different emotions today; part of me hates him for not even being freindly to me, he won't speak to me, ask me how my day is even - what kind of crap is that?? He said he wants to remain friends because it is better that way but he won't even be my friend?!
Maybe my friend is right; maybe he is a total jerk, only cares about himself and could care less about me, and just thniks I am "hot" and was only trying to get in my pants.
I'd rather have his friendship then nothing at all and now he won't even give me that.
Don't get it.
(( hugs ))
I guess your AP is avoiding you for the simple fact that he wants to do it with you but is not being able to be upfront about it.Why? When you the hots for someone,you cant be friends.
Imagine you talking to him about your kids and he fantasizing about kissing you ? Friends? possible or not?
my rose colored glasses say he is avoiding you because it is too painful to talk to you but know that's it.
but then i was the reason they wrote "He's Just Not That Into You."
Mrs.
Thanks for your input ~
I suppose you are right it's just upseting and I "have" to act as if nothing at all is wrong with me.
"I am very attracted to you, I can call as many times and end it as I want and you can send as many emails as you want but this won't go away" is what he said about 4 weeks ago to me.
LOL mrs... I was actually thinking the same thing.
Thanks for the advice. I agree that it is best also.
Today however I was walking down the hall and he was at the copier, we just looked at each other, didn't say anything - then