Having A Hard Time
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| Fri, 05-15-2009 - 2:23pm |
I have posted before,i am a SW with a MM.My AP is gone today and wont be physically present up until the next weekend.He spends every saturday at my home,we have lots of fun and make the most of the time we have.I feel so lonely today.We work together and he had to leave early to catch his flight.AP assured me that he will call me every night to have a long chat and when he comes back he will make up for the lost moments.I trust him but i dont know how will i go without seeing him for 10 days.It has never been so before,even when Dday happened,we met and continue even now.
I have been crying and crying since yday when he told me about his trip.Its an official trip.What do i do? Being the S AP is difficult in itself and now this?I miss him already.
Last saturday when he came home,he bought new stuff for me and said i looked great in it.I cant live without him.He is mine.AP also says the same.Oh God,i miss him.
Please send hugs and good wishes.
Thanks in advance.
( I am crying while writing this.)

I would say go out with friends and enjoy life.Your AP will call you at night and you will feel better once that happens.I have read here a lot about the tough times the S AP's have,you guys are really strong to do this.
Come and visit the board as often as you like ,we are here to support you.In the meantime, do things you otherwise dont.
(( hugs ))
Thankyou soo much for your kind words and thoughts.My AP called last night ,as he promised ( he is a man of his words,i love this about him)and we talked for nearly 2 hours.It was amazing.Neither of us wanted to put the phone down but he had an early morning meeting so had to stop our love talk! I cant wait for tonight.MM has such a sexy voice!!I remember when i told him in the begining of our A,how he kissed me!yummm
I am going out with my girlfriends in the afternoon and spend the evening with them as well.We are going to check out a new bar today.Night wont be far then,lol!
Thanks again for the support,when i needed it.