The heartache of the holidays
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The heartache of the holidays
| Wed, 12-31-2003 - 9:58pm |
Well, here it is New Year's Eve! This is the worst part of the roller coaster ride! He's home with his family throwing his teenage daughter a party and here I sit missing him. Although we did have a beautiful holiday dinner together and spent the night together right before Christmas at a really nice hotel and he did manage to get away to call me today to wish me a happy new year and told me I have nothing to worry about with him being with his wife tonight...it still doesn't take away the pain and lonliness tonight will bring. I miss him sooooo much! We've been seeing each other for 12 years now and every year the holidays bring so much pain.

hugs and kisses TNJ2728
You said you have a child with each other and that he was both your first. When they are no kids involved I can see it being easier to leave, not totally, but a bit easier.
Well, the holidays are over and back to the normalness of craziness.
Happy New Year to you and your family,
your cyber pal
So in that situation you both did what you needed to do.
It's good to hear that you two got together after ALL the tribulations you both went through.
Good luck and may this year be the happiest for you, :).