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| Sat, 12-13-2003 - 8:48pm |
At first I was rejected which I was in a way disappointed but mostly relieved. Or so I thought. After that everytime he seen me was smiling and saying hello to me. When he was mowing his yard I would catch him staring and smiling at me.
Then in the summer his teenage daughter babysat for me. When I would come over he would play little games with me like tie my shoes together which would aggravate his wife. Conversations would come up about me and he would take my side. These are things he never used to do.
One day he was working on some things around the house and he made the comment I was "distracting" him. That same day he also made the comment "remember how fun it was making babies?"
After that I got aggravated with him. But at the same time I took it as minor flirting.
He has gone as far as standing over me and rubbing his leg against mine, quickly patting and rubbing my back. He came into his daughters room one day while I was leaning on her bed and came behind me trying to knock my arm out from me and about fell on me (which I know was his intentions).
Just about everytime I've gone over there I catch him staring at me.
His teenage son came up to me one time and said while him and his dad were on the front porch talking to me his dad made the comment " here comes your mom because she thinks Jennifer and I are having a fling".
But what feeds this desire I have is the fact his marriage is far from perfect. I talk to his wife frequently and she talks about leaving him. The kids tell me they fight and argue all the time and wish they would just divorce.
With my husband being on medical leave and dealing with his health problems I've been extremely strained. I've about given up on our marriage and he knows this.
I'm very confused as to what my neighbor wants. It seems like everytime I forget and attempt to go on something happens to stir things right back up and that crush comes right back.
Of course I would like to be with him but I don't know if he is just playing mind games or what.
I've wanted to talk with him about this again but cannot find the words to say.
I've even thought about selling the house and moving away which is the most drastic thing I could do.
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