HELP - I'M THINKING ABOUT COMING CLEAN
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HELP - I'M THINKING ABOUT COMING CLEAN
| Mon, 12-15-2003 - 12:38pm |
I don't know what to do. I've been lurking here for a while and posting a few. I've been in an emotional A for about 6-8 months now. I'm very involved in my church (best friend is pastor's wife) and this has caused a lot of dissention in our relationship. I have lied and separated myself from church and my friends. I know that having the A is not "right", but it makes me happy - something I haven't been in a long time. "Church" friends have been beating me up lately and I've been denying, denying, denying, denying. I don't know if I can do it anymore.
I have told my bestfriend that there is no one else; she's now put the husband on me. He's called and I'm meeting him for lunch in 25 minutes. I'm honestly thinking of coming clean. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't get MM on phone - in surgery today. I'm going crazy.
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| Mon, 12-15-2003 - 12:41pm |
Just be prepared for the consequences. Are you in a small town? People talk. What will happen to your M? What do you want to happen in you M? Even if H forgives you...it's
| Mon, 12-15-2003 - 12:46pm |
No I don't want to - the guilt of lying is killing me. I love my MM and can't imagine not having him in my life. But on the other hand, it's so hypocritical, because my life is full of church and religious things. This is a terrible day for me.
