hopelessly in love....................
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hopelessly in love....................
| Sun, 12-28-2003 - 12:22pm |
Hello, Iam very new to this board. I will start out by saying I have been married for 10+ yrs. My husband and I have had our problems but have stayed together through it all. Over the past four of so years, I have felt an attraction to one of my brother in laws who is married to my husband's sister. We will call him "Timmy". Timmy and I have always joked around with each other. Called each other on our cell phones for no apparent reason but a stupid made up one. Even brushed by each other or touched the shoulders of one another at family gatherings. He is always running his hands through my hair to say how long it is or if I walk by him, he will out of no where pull it and then turn around smilling. Once, oh my god, he even stroked my hair during a long car ride back from Foxwoods with his wife sitting right besides him! What was that all about? I never asked, he never told. Iam so confused and upset with myself for letting this infatuaion grow and blossom at least on my part into a full fledged emotional affair. I think about him all of the time. I long to be near him and when Iam near him, I turn a bright shade of red. I think he feels the same way too but even if he does, it cannot be. I would not disrespect my husband or his wife by crossing the line. He has even called me beautiful on a couple of occasions. Why would he do all of these things? Is he feeling what Iam feeling? Or is he just very friendly? He does not run his hands through anyone else's hair in the family and believe me, he has 5 other sister in laws to do so with! :}I cannot read him. Part of me wants to ask him why he does some of the things he does. I get very mixed signals from him. Part of me wants to forget about him entirely and stop hurting myself with my delusions of a reciprocated made up relationship. Does anyone have any advice for me please? By the way, he is a State Trooper which complicates the matter more. I cannot even look at him when he is in uniform!! Red does not even describe the colors I turn! Any advice please? Thanks guys, hopeless in Massachusetts.

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