Thanks myra, so much of what you say makes sense and is right, I guess sadly i never really thought that there could or would be another man who loved me let alone someone who put me first in any way.
I think that I see things a little differently than Clarity does in this area.
Do you deserve good things in life? I say ABSOLUTELY! I truly believe that SOMETIMES good people make bad choices, and entering into an A w/ a MM is undoubtedly a bad choice (unfortunately I have made the very same bad choice). But I think that our lives are based more on your general over all behavior, as apposed to single acts, be they acts of kindness, or bad judgment calls. I think that you are a good person, if not you would not have been grappling w/ the issue of guilt, or are you deserving of good things.
Keep thinking positive thoughts, and have positive conversation w/ yourself, and I believe that you will start to develop a different view of yourself. Good luck Sugar.
The perils of an A. I would write down how I feel in a note and read it. Then think about and do it one or two more times..... and then if it is possible deliver it. Understand you may not get a reaction - but you should be able to have your feelings conveyed....... and perhaps closure
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Thank you!
Thanks again Justice!
It's apparent,
I think that I see things a little differently than Clarity does in this area.
Do you deserve good things in life? I say ABSOLUTELY! I truly believe that SOMETIMES good people make bad choices, and entering into an A w/ a MM is undoubtedly a bad choice (unfortunately I have made the very same bad choice). But I think that our lives are based more on your general over all behavior, as apposed to single acts, be they acts of kindness, or bad judgment calls. I think that you are a good person, if not you would not have been grappling w/ the issue of guilt, or are you deserving of good things.
Keep thinking positive thoughts, and have positive conversation w/ yourself, and I believe that you will start to develop a different view of yourself. Good luck Sugar.
Justice
Hi Mr. Cocky, Thanks for your advice.
LOL...at your "long emails" and how you write everything.
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