It sounds like you may be in the beginning of the Affair....when it is like an addiction, the constant longing and need for contact. With time it settles in, once you overcome the uncertainty and fear that AP will disappear.
Not easy to get a hold on how you are feeling-but find some time for your friends or if you have children focus your energies on them! Otherwise even the most confident person becomes a shell of ones former self as the A takes its toll. Hang in there and make sure he is worth it- because then it doesn't matter now does it?
Thank you... I feel so crazy on weekends.. so afraid his W will say something to make him change his mind about me... I made it through another weekend. whew. How are you doing?
It sounds like you may be in the beginning of the Affair....when it is like an addiction, the constant longing and need for contact. With time it settles in, once you overcome the uncertainty and fear that AP will disappear.
Not easy to get a hold on how you are feeling-but find some time for your friends or if you have children focus your energies on them! Otherwise even the most confident person becomes
a shell of ones former self as the A takes its toll. Hang in there and make sure he is worth it- because then it doesn't matter now does it?
yes, I am at the beginning and telling myself I am ok but not feeling so ok and H is asking if I am ok which means it is showing on the