How do you feel ?

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-13-2008
How do you feel ?
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Sat, 05-30-2009 - 10:20am

My A with MM has been on for 1.5 years now and getting stronger and deeper each day.It wasnt so when we started.It was more like work colleagues and gradually more and more.Now after knowing him much better than before,i feel like he is an indispensable part of my life.I cant imagine being w/o him anymore.Am i crazy? My AP is the most loving person i have ever met and i dont like that he is unhappy in his M which he desperately wants to leave( i am not disclosing the details here).This A has been a life changing R for me.I feel so good,beyond words to explain,knowing that my AP loves me for what i am and not what i could be or would do for him.Sometimes it feels unbelievable that my AP could love me so.

I guess i am not asking anything except how long have you been in your A and how do you feel about it?

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Registered: 08-04-2005
Sat, 05-30-2009 - 7:26pm
WAS IN MINE FOR 10 YRS.