How to get out? (long)
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|Thu, 03-27-2003 - 2:32pm|
I've messed around with a guy at work before (another company) only I was the one that was hitched & he wasn't. He ended up leaving that company and the affair died with that. But this time I know I'm heading down a dead-end, lonely, heartbreaking street and I don't know how to end it with out causing strife for myself at work. I love my company and can't really imagine working anywhere else. However, I can't imagine working here and not being on "overly" friendly terms with this person either.
I of course love the attention and all the perks (sneak kisses, etc.) I get while I'm at work. But the weekends come & go and I usually end up having a breakdown of some-sort on Monday's. I think I'm letting it brew & stew in my head about how much time he's spending with his family...I know that's not a good sign from my heart.
In anycase, our company has a softball team that plays in the summer & fall and this guys wife is on our team. Fortunately for me, my mother is on the team - and she knows what's going on. Anyway, I'm afraid of what actions I might have or do or God help me a breakdown on the field. I want to end this with out being miserable at work.
I am fortunate also because we don't technically work together, nor is he "over" me, so ending this affair won't cause me any strife in my position or solidity of my job...but i know personally I will die a thousand deaths...so with that said, ANYONE have any help or advise...I don't see him leaving his wife of 16-17 years for me...so the dead end is probably very close @ hand...