How Has Your Life Changed?

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Registered: 11-17-2007
How Has Your Life Changed?
Fri, 06-12-2009 - 7:12am
Since starting/getting into an affair situation, how has your life changed? I have transformed myself from being someone with no idea what it meant to be in love with someone to a person who can confidently know what she wants out of life. I can hold my head up for myself, and i have better things to look forward to, because AP helped me realize that I am someone who is worth something. I feel appreciated for once. I feel like I am the confident woman i knew i was meant to be. My Ap has taught me so much about life in general, that i find it hard to believe one person can learn so much from another. And to have so much fun at the same time, feeling like i am truly with who i am meant to be with. But then i have to go home and the fun ends, and on with life again, without him.
I was just wondering this because its coming up on our 2yr anniv of becoming "closer". And it got me to thinking about how my life has really changed a lot and i truly am happier now than before. But i do wish it was my hubby who could have brought these feelings out in me. But he never did in the 16yrs we have been together. I never knew i could feel like this about someone til AP came along. He warms my heart and soul.