How my heart breaks..
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How my heart breaks..
| Fri, 01-16-2004 - 9:19pm |
I was suppose to meet my lover today. I know he had a business meeting at work but he hasn't called me at all today. I'm pretty sure he's with his live-in g/f and can't call me. Either that or something has happened. I'm sitting here feeling lonely and aching for him. I planned the evening out with the two of us since my H is away on a business trip. Now I sit here alone. Why is it so hard to let go. I know I should but I don't want to. Everytime the phone rings, I jump up and hope it's him. And it's not.
This is so much tension that I don't need. But spending time with him makes up for it. It just hurts that I've been planning this for so long and I can't even see him. When will I learn. When will I learn that I should let go....... I can't.... I don't want to...

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Don't do that to yourself...
Hang in there!!!!
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