The Hunter becomes the hunted...
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The Hunter becomes the hunted...
| Mon, 12-29-2003 - 5:05pm |
Quick review...having impure thoughts about a client after picking up some vibes from him. After talking about we decided it would be too difficult but still the phone sex, the brushed against each other continued. I decided in my own mind..it was all or nothing. None of this "I want to" from him then we get closer and he pulls away. He was beginning to come across like a cakeman. Anyway, I completely pulled away from him. I thought I'd give him the holiday's to spend with his family guilt free and I'd concentrate on my own family. Well...if G dammit he hasn't called here almost every day of christmas break for some dumb ass reason or another. Making little comments. Well, today...he 'needed' me to come over for something. So I did. And we went down into his basement while his wife and kids are upstairs sleeping and pulls me to him. It was the first time he intentionally put his hands on me to pull me close. Everything has been over the phone. Although we did not kiss, we came very close but it was nice to have him persue me. But it's like the old saying goes...I wish I could jump ahead a couple weeks to see how all this turns out. But for now...I'm enjoying the chase.

I was wondering about you! You and your situation have been stuck in my mind. Oh my I remember the first few times I missed a chance to kiss MM. I kicked myself for days... Then the next chance I'd let slip by AUGH!! Don't "stress" too much over it, it'll happen. My MM actually cried when I kissed him the first time. He said it was years and years of emotions he'd been holding back. It made me grateful that I didn’t settle for just any kiss… I wouldn’t trade those memories.