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I am exhausted
| Wed, 03-25-2009 - 6:45pm |
Hi everyone,
Just a quick update.
I foolishly tried to tell OM that we have to be just business from now on.
He got mad and said ok MRs.xxxx and hung up.
Within an hour he started to call my phones. I have 2 ,one personal and one fixed in my car.
My kids were with me and they saw his name come up in the car and I wasn't answering and they kept saying

Hi
Hi clarity and all,
I know I am to be blamed for this mess I am in.
I also know I need therapy. I do not live in the US. Going to a therapist will be difficult and keeping from my husband even more so.
This OM has me so addicted, I can't seem to let go.
I spoke to him today, he asked how I was. I told him I had a conversation with a friend of mine who is a doctor. He wanted to know what he said.
OM said I'm sure he told you to take it easier with the amount of driving you do. Then he went on to say, "Did he say that you should have more sex".
I was shocked. I told him, my friend would never say that to me. He said Friends can say anything to each other.
If you are ready to end your affair, TC, then you can alot of hugs and support on the "Ending an Affair Support" Board from those who have ended their affair and/or at least in the process of doing
Hi,
Today has been so exhausting for me. My H and OM were having billing related problems.
I was caught in the middle as neither would speak to the other.
Anyway, I think this is my opportunity to get rid of him so I will try my best.
Had to meet him to give him something (Business).
He comes in the car, tells me to take it easy, takes my hand and squeezes, I pull away, he is angry and asks why am i pulling away then grabs the other. I pull that away as well. (We have never had physical contact, so it was very strange)
I tell him I'm upset with everything and he leaves.
ANyway, its been a nightmare.
I guess I will just have to hope my H will just finally get rid of him
The way this guy is turning things around, dont tell your H now.It would have worked if you had told your H earlier on.Your AP most probably will completely back off from taking any responsibility and put the entire thing on you.Thats the feel i am getting from reading your posts.
How old are you? What I am trying to figure out is how in the world can you be sooo naive in this age and time? maybe thats what is attractive about you to your AP.
He is stepping up his game fully realizing that you want to end it.He is not good news if you are wanting out!!
((( hugs )))
Hi,
Thanks for the response. You have every right to ask my age because I am acting like a school girl.