I am psycho, obsessed, sad woman
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| Sat, 11-08-2003 - 4:51pm |
Girls in the bathroom, all trying to look their best for who, for what.. i just stood there looking at them, thinking about why i was there.. to have fun but couldn't do it. The music was great, even heard joy division ( my favorite.. ) but just wanted a pick-me -up. Drinks weren't strong enough, didn't even get a buzz from anything, and guys seemed to smell the desperation, and steered clear. I wasn't desperate for them though ( loosers.. ) just in this situation.... send OM an email today, and a text that i emailed him.. ( we do that sometimes.. )
but i just need to feel like a happy, normal woman again.. wonder if his mom has passed, wonder if his dog passed, heck, i wouldn't know if he passed as its going now.. feel like such a BIG FAT Zero.. Dh is so sweet.. just reading his book on the couch, and comes over to hug me, every few hours, so content, and i am a basket case.. just needed to vent.

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Hi ladies....
I worry that mine is going to pass away and I will never know about it...
it's scary too me..
Mikko... I really think that you will her from him soon... but I must ask why the
A if you say that your H is the ONE.... you didn't say you are in love with him
are you??? If he is the ONE then why not forget the A and just live your life with this good man??? Why make yourself nuts like this... Is the sex good with H???
Who said they told their H about the MM ......... I've never had the nerve to admit
to anything to my stbx.
So why do we make ourselves nuts over these OM? Emotions i think is the best explanation. I don't really know what i was looking for when i got involved with my MM but i never expected my emotions to get in the way like they have. And its not even the sex with this MM cause it happened once just before he went away & it wasn't even that good.
I have MSN Mikko if you'd like to chat at all but i'm in Australia so i don't know what the time difference would be. Hotmail address is same as this one.
Kaz
Edited 10/1/2004 6:48 pm ET ET by sally289
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