I am so excited!
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I am so excited!
| Wed, 07-29-2009 - 6:44pm |
I am counting the hours til this weekend when i see him. I'll see him fri nite with all our friends, and sat he is coming out to my campsite for the day. No, we won't be alone there, as i am having a party and a lot of our friends will be there again. He is also bringing his son too(our sons play together)... But i just can't wait!! I haven't seen him for over a month. I tried to start the beginning of the end of the A last month, but it just didn't happen. If anything, i think it fueled his fire to see me more. And it certainly got him talking to me more too, online and in person exclusively, in front of our circle of friends. Generally he doesn't follow me around like a puppy dog, but he did last month when i was showing indifference to him. Did i light a fire under his butt or something? BTW, those that know us best in our circle of friends know of the marital woes him and i have...they all think me and AP should be together. People are constantly making innocent remarks about it. We'll see how the weekend pans out.

Edited 7/30/2009 2:04 am ET by caribu79
Yeah, actually we did talk about the future, last fall. We saw us with each other in five years. I told him that will about how long it will take for me to get divorced, have the kids grow up a little more, (and his too)to where they are closer to adults. We each have a 13yrold boy. Also the time span will give us a better clue as whether we are serious about each other. I do know, i would NOT drop everything to be with him. He is an accompaniment to my life, not a necessity at this point, and i am not going to depend on him for my happiness. Yes, it makes my heart sing to see him, but i also realize it could all be taken away tomorow, too.
And our SO's are not coming to the campsite either, so maybe getting away alone for a little while will not be a problem. I know fri nite it won't be a problem at all.
Sorry for being so nosy.I really hope you get to steal some private moments !
As far as being lovey dovey, the only thing we do is hug each other goodby in front of people. Most of our freinds have known us for 10yrs. And neither me nor him have it in us to cheat with each other in front of our friends.
You are lucky to be content in your A and have supportive friends !