I am so ready to stop this
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I am so ready to stop this
| Thu, 08-21-2008 - 4:55pm |
OK..so I guess I'm having a bad day today..which is the culmination of several bad days. I am just so sick of who I have become.

Goddess G said it. If it is not bringing you pleasure, then what is the point? You said you won't leave your M, so there's nothing that you are working towards. As difficult as it will be, yes, it sounds like you need to end the A. But please don't accept that an unhappy M is your "lot in life". There's always a way to make things better. Whether that it to get counseling and fix your M, or figure out a way for you to leave it.
I hope you find the strength to do what you know is best for you. We are all here for you as you begin that journey.
I have an alternative point of view.
Thanks everyone for your responses! I saw AP on Friday and we had 2 glorious hours together. As always when we see
Hmm - well Tori - I'm not sure about that.