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I am still hanging !
| Sun, 05-30-2004 - 7:16pm |
This has been the hardest thing I have ever done in my life ! I have talked on the phone only a couple of times in the last 60 days! MM told me he told his wife everything ! He keeps telling me to let him get through this . It seems so selfish ! School is out in a couple days and his W is suppose to leave him. I have no idea what is going on ! I fear I have lost everything. Friendship and love. It just seems so unfair ! He told his wife and I just get the crap that goes with that ! He never asked me what it would do to me ? I really want to talk to him. But there is no way to do that. I feel like a real fool.

I don't know why I posted this, but just wanted to get it off my chest. I am still in the dark about a lot of things and what happened, but you know what, what I am going to do about that?? Nothing. Just wait and wonder and wonder...
Edited 5/30/2004 10:08 pm ET ET by confusedlife