I am trying not to be disappointed
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I am trying not to be disappointed
| Tue, 04-13-2004 - 11:57pm |
Well i don't post often but I do read a lot. My MM and I are FWB. Nothing more nor do either of us want anything more. We do not get to see each other very often in fact it has been about 9 months since we have (this is an extra long due to some life chnages. Anyway we are mainly emotional as we have never been intimate although we do talk about it a lot and do have somewhat a physical relationship. Anyway, there was a chnace that we could see ach other tomorrow night. My H is away, My MM is not away on business as he usually is and I had a baby-sitter. Well it isn't going to work out after all. MM has a very valid reason but I can't help feeling so disappointed. As I said I usually keep things in perspective but these last 2 weeks have been a bit out of whack. I think I suspected we may able to get togther and was getting too into it. I have been thinkign about him way too much. And now that I am not going to see and who knows when we will see each other I hate having to put that all away again. I mean I know it will all even out again but I hate feeling this way. I just have to my groove back and put my EMA back where it belongs. Just easier said then done right now. Thanks for listening.

GB2