i cannot believe i am here!
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i cannot believe i am here!
| Tue, 01-27-2004 - 6:30pm |
ok ladies and gents..this is the last place i thought i would be posting!!! but i really need some advice here. i am married to an absoluely wonderful man and yet i am deeply attracted to one of his coworkers. i mean almost like an obsession! i see a movie..it reminds me of him, i hear a song..it reminds of him. ect ect ect!!! this coworker and i talk on the phone on a daily basis..we talk about everything(except sex) this is so not like him. he is married also but i know he is unhappily married. the problem is...i do not think i am unhappy with my husband and i do not know what i would do without him!!!! i do love him dearly but this OM is driving me mad. i can hnestly say that i would NOT turn down anything from this man. he is much older than i ..i am 28 and he is 50 for petes sake!!! i know nothing would ever come of this but i cannot help it..i almost have no control over it! WHAT IS UP? is this how it started for any of you! i know he is just as attracted to me as i am to him but we keep it at bay. we have never let the chance of us being alone even nudge its ugly head...but i know we are both hoping for it!!! just one kiss from this man would satisfy my need. when we do see eachother he touches me in a way that should be forbidden...it is so sensual! i get chills
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