I can't do this anymore
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I can't do this anymore
| Sat, 03-27-2004 - 6:32pm |
This NC thing is killing me. I either want contact or an ending. No more limbo. I will do whatever it takes to get in touch with him. He is being so selfish. I have done nothing but been there for him. It is time for him to give me alittle respect. I called his friend and got no answer. I have called there before and my MM ended up calling me. It will show up on his friends caller Id. I don't care anymore. He has pushed me to my limit and I think he should suffer with me. My heart is aching so bad that an ending would be welcome. Not knowing anything is worse! Help!

Hugs and smiles.
NG
((((((xxx trouble)))))
I know this has to be incredibly difficult for you, especially since you had a relationship before that ended without a goodbye.
When you do speak with him, (and I'm sure that you _will_), you need to let him know, quietly, but honestly, how you feel. Sometimes men get the looniest ideas about what is "honorable and/or right," and they completely miss the real point.
Hang in there and let us know what happens.
Cazrida